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06:28pm 09/08/2004
mood: excited
Hey everyone, updating again, its been a while lol
Hey, guess who goes to college soon? MEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOOOO happy i can scream, i gotta get out of this house, like now.
Bevin, i'm calling u tomorrow to hang out next week, so can i have ur work schedual? ^^
(>^.^)> <---Kirby

(>")> <---So got damn cute

Uh, nothing else, just bored

Oh, i meet my Roomie Online and he seems pretty cool :D i'm excited
ok, everyone who reads this is welcome to call me 9**-309-4354

(>^.^)> -=~~Bevin~~=- <(^.^<)
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Guess who's baaaaack!!!!!   
09:30am 01/08/2004
mood: content
HEY EVERYONE! i've been so preoccupied woth work and gettin rdy for college tat.... oh, who the fuck am i kidding, i was bored of vegging out eating entire boxes of Oreos for hours watching old movies and playing video games :/

Well, i'm gonna TRY to update often but i am so forgetful, well, c ya all later!!!
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11:17am 08/06/2004
mood: contemplative
Post one of your best memories of me in the comments. It can be anything you want. Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you!
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OMG this is going to be an Uber Post   
07:43am 08/06/2004
mood: horny
OK, i think its about time for me to update, dont u?

OK, Prom time...
It was SO. FUN. I went with Danielle and she was looking so beautiful and I was looking pretty daper (lol... daper). We met at Sara's house and my mom was flipping out with the picture taking, but whatever makes her happy. We went into a limo and cruised on down to Aberdeen and we were like the first people there, as usual.
I introduced Danielle to everyone and was, I have to say, pretty much showing her off to all my friends because of how good she was looking.
The only regretable thing that happend that night was that Danielle danced more with her cousin Tracy than with me, but no biggie, I danced with Jess and Bev and all them.
I met Leah's boyfriend and he was pretty hot, but I dont like Asian people very much so whatever.

Ok, now to the good party.
THE CRUISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We left the day after prom :-( but I wasnt that tired so it was ok. So we get into a limo and head to New York harbor and we entered the dock. On my last cruise, the dock was SPRAWLING with people and it took about two hours to even register, let alone get ONTO the boat. But here, the place was like EMPTY. We registered and got onto the ship in about 15 minutes... it was great.
We get onboard and it was a bit smaller than my last cruise ship but it was big enough. Onboard I though I wasnt going to look for any friends because my sister was with us and I would want to hang out with her, but unavoidably I made a friend. His name was Max and he was hot, hence the unavoidable friendship ^^
We met this kid, IT'S name was Tenisen and for the first four days of the cruise I thought it was a guy, but then I saw it in a dress and knew I was wrong.
On the first day of the cruise, we went to see a British chap sing in the lounge and the "Celebrity Orchestra" was behind him and the Sax/Clarinet/Flute player was the hottest person I have ever seen in my life. So before I knew what I was doing, I was licking my lips while staring at him and that exact moment he was staring RIGHT AT ME! I was so nervous I looked down and when I looked back up, he winked at me and motioned backstage. Just to say, I have pics of him naked if any of u dont believe me. She I go backstage and we are talking... and one things leads to another and before I know waht's going on, we are having sex ^^ the first night we had sex twice and the third night we had sex on a Bermudian beach at 3 AM.. it was GREAT! I later found out he was 27 years old and he lives in Conneticut every other 6 months, cuz he lives on the boat for 6 months out of the year.
HOW FUNNY IS THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And just FYI, gay sex doesnt hurt as much as you all think it does
ok, I know there is more, but I forget, i'll add to the post when I remember things, so TTYL!
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10:51am 04/06/2004
mood: amused
U guys like my new LJ icon? ^^
I'll be back on Saturday, so call me up u bitches an hoes ^^
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03:59pm 02/06/2004
mood: relaxed
I laugh at u all ^^ I'm in the Bahamas right now and its 95 degrees out and Sunny ^^

Thats all... just wanted to make u all warm and fuzzy inside lol
I'll post about prom and my trip when i get back, tootle, i have snorkling in about a half hour ^^
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I feel like the walls are closing in...   
11:36am 28/05/2004
mood: apathetic
I had a MASSIVE, like Crazy big, panic attack that lasted for about a week and a half, thats why I havent been posting lately....
And the funny thing is, just as I'm getting over mine, EVERY SINGLE one of my friends starts having one.
Jess is flipping out, Leah hates school, Susan is goin nuts, Kristin; luv ya but ur crazy like all of us ^^, Tracy B. is flippin about prom and so is Hub, and Steph..... poor steph.....


This is supposed to be a FUN time, but I sense my defense systems kicking in right now... My drive to be happy under all cercumstances at any cost is now protecting me in its warm embrace... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Being as I cant help them just as they cant help me when I'm under their kinda stress, I think I will sit back and watch how this scene unfolds, should be interesting

I might go non-credit in gym .... WTF .... self preservation fully engaged ... apathy for others kicking in.... nice
Gonna go to nap tim.. I mean Astronomy.. now, so G2G, talk to you all tonight at the PROM!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wow... Long ass time since i last updated...   
11:22am 25/05/2004
mood: worried
I havent updated in like, forever, and I really dont feel like it now, but I'm bored, so whatever.

Not that good with dates, so I'll just say what happend in the order they happend.

I went with Kristin on an adventure all across eatontown (exciting huh?) But i was sad because there really wasn't anything to do ^^
And when I say nothing to do, I mean nothing to do.
We went to the mall and then to Barnes and Noble, then the highlight of the night, the OCB! That was fun since the chinese people kept pointing and laughing at us ^^

Next, I went to New York with Jen, Jen, and Holley and we went all around town. We went to Canal Street and bought stolen shit and it was fun since whenever a cop came around all the vendors ran away like insects only to come back immediatly when the cop left ^^
We then went to TGI Fridays and I had the best steak I've ever had, but it was exppppppeeeeeeennnnnnccccciveeeeeee lol
After lunch, we went to see Wicked and it was beyond words. I have Never, EVER seen such a good play in my life and I predict I never will. It wad the best cast and story line and everything EVER. It was funny, sad, dramatic ; EVERYTHING, ugh, i think i just had an orgasm

Today in school I'm a little freaked out and worried; I have like 563274569345392 absences and I'm taking the entire next week off for the cruise ^^ I dont know what to do, well, cant worry about it now, nothing I can do, but I just made an appointment with my counselor to see if I can rectify some of my problems.

What else.... Oh, this week is FUCKED UP!
I have like a gojillion things I have to do, like work, pick up tux., senior prom, tutoring my cousin in chemistry, an awards dinner, UGH! its just to much!
I HAVE TO clean my room and car today, like, seriously, if I want to feel better this week.
My parents are worried about me playing games to much, they say I'm selfish (which I definatly am) and self centered and all that shit (and its all true) and what DIDNT help was me just standing there while they were yelling at me and saying, "Being the way I am is the only way to get what you want in life" lol, cuz it is. Nice guys finish last, so true. The only way u can get ahead today is to lie, cheat, manipulate, and decieve ur way to the top, and its the truth ^^ why not get practice now? lol

Well, I'm done just cuz I dont feel like typing any more.
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Wow! Best thing EVER happend...   
07:51am 18/05/2004
mood: horny
I had a WONDERFUL weekend, let's get right to it then...

Saturday = Work :-<
Sunday is the day, though ^^

For once, I had nothing to do Sunday, so I went over to Jess's house and started playing Final Fantasy, and was in a party with some of my friends online. One person, however, was a stranger to me, and in FF you become the person you wish you were, so when asked how old i was and stuff, I said I was 25, my name is Amanda, I work as a manager in a chemical engineering company, I have a fiancee named John lol, all that shit, and that I was hot ^^

All of a sudden, he starts to whisper to me (meaning only I can read it) all these questions like where I live, am I really hot, do I really love my fiancee and stuff like that ^^

i answered all in accordance with my Amanda persona and then he asked me if I had Yahoo Messager and I said yes. He gave me his screen name (I'm back at my house by the way and it is like midnight so everyone is sleeping) and I go downstairs and start talking to him through Yahoo. He sends me a picture of himself and he is quite hot, so I go to google pics and found a pretty hot girl who fit my mental picture of Amanda and sent that to him.

All of a sudden I get an invitation to watch his Web-Cam
I thought that was odd, so I accepted, and all of a sudden my screen was filled with his face and he really WAS hot. Then, sumhow, we start to talk all dirty to each other and one thing leads to another and his pants are off ^^
He was jerking off right in front of me lol it was GREAT!
We were talking all dirty and shit and it was so fun, my first internet sexual encounter ^^ but it wasn't the last
Monday we did the same thing and it was fun

Still no word from that guy I was talking about, the one I found randomly searching LJs, poopy

Well, Monday I went to the Continental Arena (ya know, where the Devils play) for my sister's graduation (she was graduationg from FDU the college). There were so many people there ^^ it lasted sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long and was equally as boring, but I lived

I'm happy she's out and i'm also happy that i'm goin in soon, well, till next time
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Now to see if guys pay attention to me ^^ Copy into a comment anf fill out pleazzz   
08:03am 14/05/2004
mood: curious
What's your name and relationship to me:
How long have we known each other:

What's my favorite...
Type of Music:
Day of Week:
Subject (School):
Name for a Girl:
Name for a Boy:
Broadway Play:

What's my least Favorite...
Type of Music:
Subject (School):
Day of Week:

Which of the seven deadly sins do I commit the most and will probably go to hell for:

What career do you see me being in:

At our High chool reunion, how will I be dressed? Will I act the same:

Which Actor/Actress would I marry given the chance:

Up to 3 people I hate:

Up to 5 of my close friends:

Up to 3 of my family members (first names only please):

Up to 3 of my old friends (not friends with now):

Up to 5 things which make me happy:

Up to 5 things which piss me off:

Up to 2 things I find funny at the expense of others (Be honest):

Up to 5 skills:

Up to 5 unique talents:

Up to 10 hobbies:

Up to 3 things no one besides friends know about me:

A time when you would want me around:

A time when you wouldn't want me around:

Name and Explain the funniest moment you had with me:

Name and Explain the worst moment you had with me:

And now to end with the most important question of all....

What is my sexiest feature:
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Well this kinda figures...   
08:01am 14/05/2004
mood: impressed
You are Italian
You are an Italian.

What's your Inner European?
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Quiz Time   
08:06am 13/05/2004
mood: bored
last cigarette: Never
last car ride: School this morning
last kiss: Three days ago (?)
last good cry: .... dont remember
last library book checked out: A law book for English
last movie seen: Kill Bil Vol. 2 for the seventh time
last book read: Shattered Alliance
last cuss word uttered: Fuck. I think I over-use that word.
last beverage drank: Yoohoo
last food consumed: Bagle and butter
last crush: Johnny boy
last phone call: Kelsey
last tv show watched: Oblivious - The Game SHow You DOnt KNow Your On!
last time showered: Last night.
last shoes worn: New Balance or sumthing like that... too tired to look down
last cd played: Mega Trancehouse Mix 3
last item bought: Mega Trancehouse Mix 3 ^^
last downloaded: Lady in Red- Kyley Minouge (Spelling)
last annoyance: School
last disappointment: My quazi- realization that I will never get John
last soda drank: I dont drink soda
last thing written: I dont drink soda
last key used: Down arrow
last word spoken: Jen
last sleep: Trig.
last im: I dont drink
last sexual fantasy: John, whats new
last weird encounter: I yelled "That stupid Pussy" when Mrs. Sullivan walked into the classroom but i didn't see her and then I continued to say "If she ever tries to say anthying about me, I swear to christ... god fuckin damnit!" lol, she threw a law book at me ^^
last ice cream eaten: Tuesday
last time amused: When Jen Bull told me about her father calling some black people "Brothas" like he always does ^^
last time wanting to die: Never
last time in love: Who says I'm in love ^^
last time hugged: Now - Jen
last time scolded: Now - Jen
last time resentful: Cant remember
last show attended: Footloose
last webpage visited: This One
07:33am 13/05/2004
mood: bored
Omg kill me, i'm so damn bored i could scream...
My Uncle called me yesterday and asked if i could tutor my cousin (his daughter) in Chemistry cuz i'm cool like that. I said sure because I know i will get like $20 an hour... Last year I taught her Geometry three days before the final and she knew crap - after I got through with her she got an 89 ^^
Sumtimes i'm just super cool

I plan on putting some images of me and my friends in a post but I'm not sure how to do it - if anyone out there has any advice id appreciate it.

WHat else happend yesterday....
Work ;-(
But I guess sumthing noteworthy happend, let me explain -
I work with a select few people - Timmy, Rich, Rick, Brian, Kevin and Mr. Desaro
Rich <---- Boss
Tim Mechanic
Mr. Desarno Offical pain in my ass
Rick and Brian The boss's sons
and Kevin my only co-worker that does exactly what I do, pump gas

Now I work only with Rick or Brian and every other day its a different one. And just to say, both are the hottest guys I've ever seen in real life.
I used to work with one and they would just sit there and say nothing, but yesterday I was talking with Brian for four hours about girls cars, shootin the breeze...
I dont know why I wrote that, just bored thats all

Nothing else happend, so i'm sry for wasting five minutes of ur life to read this poor excuse for a post, c ya
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02:37am 12/05/2004
mood: ecstatic
I cant believe Its so late and I cant call any of you!
I just randomly searched for a journal, and I found one of the most beautiful pictures I've ever seen before.
I was in awe... takin back literally

I'm not one to believe in love at first sight, or love for that matter, but WOW, I was dumb-stuck, and I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO ONE OF YOU NOW BUT NO ONE IS ANSWERING THEIR DAMN PHONES!
He lives in Cali. but I've had relationships that far before...

And guess this! He is gay.... I randomly search for a random journal, and find one of the most attractive men I've ever seen, who is gay, single, and searching for someone.... I'M GAY SINGLE AND SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE!

Really wish one of you would put there cell phones next to you when you go to sleep....... sigh.... no sleep for me tonight, too excited

So when U guys see me in school tomorrow, I'll probably look like a zombie...................................................................................................................................................................................YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Kristin I know who you feel now... the euphoria of seeing someone you are attracted to on higher than a physical way without ever even talking to the person......................... I met my own little Elliott ^^
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More things you never knew you wanted to know about me   
07:59am 10/05/2004
mood: curious
1. Name: Anthony
2. If there were 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity) and you could only drink from one of them, which one would you choose?
3. Do you wish on stars?
Nope, what you got is what your gettin'
4. Which finger is your favorite?
Middle definatly
5. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten?
Curtled Milk.... *shiver* uhhhhh
6. Would you kill someone?
I can think of two people I would kill outside of self-defense
7. When did you last cry?
Ummm... about three months ago
8. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play the lead?
Umm.. wow... Probably Johnny Depp cuz he acts as fruity as I do
9. What TV show or movie TITLE best describes your life?
Absolutly Fabulous (LOVE that show)
10. Do you like your handwriting?
Ehh, wish I had better, but I can deal
11. Who are you jealous of?
People with more money than I have... people who have better stuff than I do... ect. ect. ect.
12. What is your #1 priority in life?
Have a loving family and be successful in life
13. What is your favorite lunch meat?
14. Do you have any bad habits?
Procrastination, jealosy, and I drive waaaaay to fast for my own good (let alone my passengers)
15. Are you a friendly person?
Definatly.. no matter how mean someone is to me
16. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?
Probably not.. I've seen what happend when I become friends with someone I thought was like me ^^
17. Are you a daredevil?
Try not to be but my personality puts me in "dareing" situations
18. How big was the biggest mango you ever had?
19. Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat?
Hundreds of them, and to my knowledge, i still hold most in secret
20. What do you think is the most attractive animated character?
Holy Crap, hands down Judy Jetson
21. Do looks matter?
Hell yeah... they say love is blind... whoever said that was blind
22. Do you pray?
Hello!? Darwinist here! Pashaw
23. Have you ever met anyone famous?
Yeah, Blink 182 (Before they were bad), Kevin James (King of Queens), Vanessa Mae and Madori (Violinists)... probably more I just forgot
24. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
No, once again, the more you work for something, the more reward you get... nothing is free
25. What are your biggest fears?
Spiders, buried alive, BIGGEST FEAR- waking up in the middle of the night and having someone over you staring at ou... *shiver* uhhh
26. What do you do to vent anger?
Usually chip away at the persons life untill it is ruined completly.... yeah... dont get in a disput with me, i'll destroy you secretly so you dont know what hit you ^^
27. Are you passive or aggressive?
Under different circumstances both
28. Who is your idol?
Kaitlyn Terzanno (Valadictorian of our class)
29. Who is your second family?
The Airel's
30. Do you trust others easily?
Used too, now i'm a skeptic most of the time
31. What was your favorite toy as a child?
Legos... still are my favs
32. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
33. What is the punch-line to your favorite joke?
"So much for ur damn canoe!"
34. Do you like sappy love songs?
35. Do you think your life so far has been good?
Hell yeah.. nothings "bad" unless you look at it that way ^^
36. Which was your best Halloween costume?
... Doctor Anthony, the crazy mad scientist lol
37. Have you ever been on radio or television?
TV a couple of times... never radio
38. Do you keep a diary?
Hello!? Live journal post?
39. Have you ever INTENTIONALLY hurt another person?
They probably deserved it
40. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
Yeah one.. when I was 13.... a surfer kicked me in the back of the head and i slammed my face into a bar. A bouncer pulled me over the bar and tended to me... thats when I met Blink 182. The lead singer (I forget his name) hugged me after the concert. He was all sweaty and gross... bad times ^^
41. Are you an overall happy person?
Do I even have to answer that question?
42. Do you feel understood most of the time?
Most of the time.. usually not when its REALLY important
43. Do you drink milk?
Not by itself, it makes me throw up
44. Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach?
Upset stomach.. sore throats are the worst thing EVER
45. Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide?
Never ever ever.... ever
46. What is the new saying that you've been using a lot?
If by you mean , than yes where the second blank has nothing at all in common with the first ^^
47. What time is it?
11:30 am
48. Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in seprate drawers?
49. Did you pay money to see "Honey I Shrunk The Kids"?
My parents did... I was kinda young when that came out
50. Would you rather be hot or cold?
Cold! My philosophy? You can always make yourself warmer... not so easy to make yourself cooler
51. Who is your favorite person to cuddle with?
If I could pick anyone? John .... Reality based? Probably Kaitlyn or Kelsey
52. What was the best Christmas present you received?
Holy Crap... Super Nintendo when I was 8... BOOM BABY!
53. Could you be a vegetarian?
Hell no, ruins your health
54. Would you ever bungee jump?
When I'm 70 i plan to smoke pot, snort crack, bungee jump, sky dive.... everything that ruins your health. What the hell? Go out with a bang ^^
55. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
56. Who are your favorite white rappers?
For people who know me, they know I'm spitting on the ground now at the thought of those stupid wiggers
57. Would you rather wear uniforms to school?
I dunno, I think it would be cool. No thinking in the morning and I would like to see all the prissy people get all pissed ^^
58. Have you ever given money to a needy person?
Yes.. but never again stupid poor people.. get a friggin' job
59. What are you worried about right now?
Bush not winning the presidental election coming up :/
60. Do you ever wear overalls?
61. Do you think you are strong (emotionally)?
When helping people with their problems I am... dealing with my crap, sometimes
62. Do you regret anything?
Yeah and for all my friends reading this you know what it is
63. Have you ever been in love?
Yes, still am (I think) But my philosophy on love is different than most; I believe the love we experience at this stage in our lives is different from the love we feel later. The love we feel now can become the love we feel later but they are two different things. I feel the love we experience now is more of an "orientation to love" and not so much as we feel the emotions and super close attachment which comes later. *whew*
64. Do you ever want to fall in love?
65. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I have a ginormic crush on John right now.. but no, single for me!
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10:11am 08/05/2004
mood: curious
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. how well do you think you know me:
06. tell me one good thing about myself:
07. when you first saw me what was your impression:
08. my age:
09. birthday:
10. colour eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
14. anything super special about me:
15. would you consider me a friend:
16. describe me in 3 words:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. have we kissed:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:
21. do you think i'm funny:
22. do you think i'm a bitch:
23: what do you like most about me:
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off:
25: have we ever got drunk together:

Everyone copy and paste this into a comment and fill it out! I'm curious to know what they will all say ^^ And for the sake of my English assignment... I'm copying and pasting all of your comments in the post because if I dont, they wont be shown in the project ^^ Thanx

survey thingy!!!!
2004-05-08 07:34 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship: Chrissy = friends!
02. how and where did we meet: my sister...b/c she's a cheater
03. what's my middle name: it starts a J...i believe
04. how long have you known me: about a year
05. how well do you think you know me: not well enough
06. tell me one good thing about myself: your so sweet!!
07. when you first saw me what was your impression: awww!
08. my age: 18
09. birthday: july something!!!
10. colour eyes: brown...ish
11. do i have any siblings: yes a sister!!!
12. have you ever had a crush on me: i don't think so
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you: YOUR SISTER'S A CHEATER!!!!!!
14. anything super special about me: He's nicer then most senior guys
15. would you consider me a friend: yes, yes i would
16. describe me in 3 words: funny, talented, nice
17. do you think i'm good looking: myes
18. have we kissed:no
19. would you ever date me: well maybe i don't like what happens when friends date though b/c it becomes awkward if they break up
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did: ...I don't think I didn't tell him something..
21. do you think i'm funny: yes!!!!!!!!!!
22. do you think i'm a bitch: lol not really
23: what do you like most about me: sense of humor
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off: nope
25: have we ever got drunk together: i wish!!!!!

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2004-05-08 08:05 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship:Bevin, friends
02. how and where did we meet:probably in school,i dont really remember.
03. what's my middle name:i think james, well thats my anthonys middle name so im gonna go with it lol
04. how long have you known me:since intermediate school, although we werent really friends
05. how well do you think you know me:pretty well id say
06. tell me one good thing about myself:ur a fun person to be with, always
07. when you first saw me what was your impression:i dont remember
08. my age:18
09. birthday:july? maybe? u told me once, damned if i can remember lol
10. colour eyes:brown
11. do i have any siblings:a sister
12. have you ever had a crush on me:nope
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:nope
14. anything super special about me:ur a video game MACHINE!!!! haha
15. would you consider me a friend:of course
16. describe me in 3 words:hyper, enthusiastic, entertaining
17. do you think i'm good looking:sure
18. have we kissed:nope
19. would you ever date me:thats kind of confusing, cuz ur so much like my anthony, so i dont know, maybe
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:i think i always say what i think soo, nothing
21. do you think i'm funny:YES!!
22. do you think i'm a bitch:nooo lol
23: what do you like most about me:ur incredible sense of humor and ur ambition in life
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off:nope
25: have we ever got drunk together:nope
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2004-05-10 04:44 (link) Select
Everyone has been getting my B-Day right ^^
And shut up, u know you would go out with me if u are going out with ur Anthony
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2004-05-08 16:06 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship: Kelsey~ Buddies
02. how and where did we meet: 8th grade- "Hey! Shakespeare"
03. what's my middle name: ...? sorry
04. how long have you known me: 3 years, sort of
05. how well do you think you know me: not too too well, but well enough in the right areas WHOO haha jk
06. tell me one good thing about myself: you're farking HILARIOUS!
07. when you first saw me what was your impression: aww- I wonder if he can corrupt me
08. my age: 18
09. birthday: july 22.. I think??
10. colour eyes: brown
11. do i have any siblings: yes
12. have you ever had a crush on me: haha INDEED!
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you: nah..sorry
14. anything super special about me: you're one of the people i go to and know that your smile will make me smile-- always
15. would you consider me a friend: of course!
16. describe me in 3 words: huggable,funny, smart
17. do you think i'm good looking: uh-duh haha
18. have we kissed: alas- no *tear*
19. would you ever date me: surely silly
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did: i wanted to go to dames with you so f'in bad, but i had to bring my freaking ex-boyfriend who sucked at being a date for a dance! we would've had so much more fun, i know that!
21. do you think i'm funny: not at all...have i mentioned that you're hilarious?
22. do you think i'm a bitch: hahaha no silly
23: what do you like most about me: the way you can be really mature but really immature when we're having fun
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off: hahah YES! haha
25: have we ever got drunk together: another "alas!" i'm still waiting baby...or was i drunk that one time in the shower; i can't..seem..to remember..? ;)
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2004-05-10 04:40 (link) Select
That was perhaps the funniest comment EVER! I plan to recify sum of those "Alas"s up top ^^
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2004-05-09 05:36 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship: I'm stephanie and were good friends
02. how and where did we meet:Like at Marges house
03. what's my middle name:I dunno
04. how long have you known me:about 2 yrs.
05. how well do you think you know me:pretty well
06. tell me one good thing about myself:intelligent
07. when you first saw me what was your impression:he's funny
08. my age:18
09. birthday:in july
10. colour eyes:brown
11. do i have any siblings:older sister
12. have you ever had a crush on me:no
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:probably was hi
14. anything super special about me:your very outgoing
15. would you consider me a friend:totally
16. describe me in 3 words:intelligent, outgoing, funny
17. do you think i'm good looking:yes
18. have we kissed:I don't think so, but I do know that I have kissed you on the cheeks
19. would you ever date me:I'm taken obviously
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did:I tell you everything
21. do you think i'm funny:totally
22. do you think i'm a bitch:no
23: what do you like most about me:your easy going, down to earth, and not apathetic unlike some people
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off:no
25: have we ever got drunk together:yes, but you fell asleep

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2004-05-10 04:33 (link) Select
We DID kiss on the lips at at 4th of July party at Russ's house, and you also saw me with my pants off there too ^^ but u were trashed so i'm not surprised you forgot ^^
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2004-05-10 07:49 (link) Select
Wow I hardly remember that night except for what I wrote about it in lj ;)
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2004-05-10 14:00 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship: I'm Sara, we're friends
02. how and where did we meet: Central School, sometime
03. what's my middle name: Dunno
04. how long have you known me: Since grammar school
05. how well do you think you know me: pretty well
06. tell me one good thing about myself: you know how to have fun, you don't let what people say bother you (or at least don't show it that much)
07. when you first saw me what was your impression: don't remember
08. my age: 18
09. birthday: dunno
10. colour eyes: brown
11. do i have any siblings: a sister
12. have you ever had a crush on me: no
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you: hell no
14. anything super special about me: you're fun
15. would you consider me a friend: yes
16. describe me in 3 words: 3 words could never describe you
17. do you think i'm good looking: eh
18. have we kissed: no
19. would you ever date me: no
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did: always do what makes you happy
21. do you think i'm funny: yea
22. do you think i'm a bitch: no
23: what do you like most about me: how friendly you are
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off: yes
25: have we ever got drunk together: not yet...

Luv You Hub
2004-05-11 06:54 (link) Select
01. who are you, what's our relationship: Catherine, lover, lol, friend
02. how and where did we meet: Alegebra 2, Millers Class
03. what's my middle name:Yea ok, ur lucky I know your first name ;)
04. how long have you known me: a year
05. how well do you think you know me: eh i know more of your personality then of you
06. tell me one good thing about myself: hahaha narrow it to one, shit, y must you make my life difficult...lets see...You have a huge heart for the people you care about
07. when you first saw me what was your impression: What a weirdo lol, i love you
08. my age:18
09. birthday:hahahahhahaha
10. colour eyes: brownish
11. do i have any siblings: yes a sister
12. have you ever had a crush on me: no
13. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you: Are you a junoir or a really stupid senoir?
14. anything super special about me: you in general
15. would you consider me a friend: the best
16. describe me in 3 words: excentric, loveable, genuine
17. do you think i'm good looking: yes
18. have we kissed: no
19. would you ever date me: no, love ya too much
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say to me but never did: hmmm...probably that i hold you as a truly dear friend and that you mean the world to me.
21. do you think i'm funny: hell yes!
22. do you think i'm a bitch: hell yes!
23: what do you like most about me: That you are so original that you couldnt even have a twin on the other side of the world...and the way you call me hub! Oh and the way i can truly be my self around you and not feel uncomfortable...you bring out the craziness in people and in me and thats such an awesome thing, specially for someone like me thats so anal about everything
24: have you ever seen me with my pants off:lol no
25: have we ever got drunk together: no

Luv ya! Catherine Hubby
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11:29am 03/05/2004
mood: accomplished
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and
to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in
oneself. Has reputation.
Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful.
Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable. Moody and
easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides
others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions
carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties in studying. Loves
to be alone. Always broods about the past and the
old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never
looks for friends. Not
aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach
and dieting problems.
Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to

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10:04am 03/05/2004
mood: hopeful
I was planning on writing about the wonderful weekend I had...
I was planning on writing about the fun I had...
I was planning on... not being depressed...

I fear so much for my friends.... I feel that I am a bystander... I feel so DAMN POWERLESS TO HELP THEM!

Mabye if I write about my weekend, I can make myself happy again....
On Friday the school drama department comprising of two groupd (Drama 1 and Drama 2) went to Buck's County in Penn. for a play competition.
I was in Drama 1 and we performed Women of Troy
I messed up ^^
First fo all, we arrive planning on having two hours before we had to perform...
We had 5 minutes to get ready
All the while on the bus ride I heard... people... from the drama 2 group talking about the drama 1 people and how "horrible" our play is.
We did well and so did they
We, however, won best supporting actress AND best Play! We won Buck's County! I was so happy
They won nothing, nadda, zip ^^ shows them

We walked around the shops in New Hope for the day for dinner and I feel I got closer to the girl I really like, Kaitlyn and I also noticed a new girl, Susan, and... I like her too ^^ and yes Sue, I know u are reading this ;-)I just fear for Susan tho, because she is friends with Big "M" too and I'm afraid she will yell at her for being friends with me.. but from what I know about Susan, she can handle the conflict ^^ Big Cali girl

It is working, I am getting happy again

There we also so "FootLoose" and it was good
Something happend with the lead guy that I wont write but If you were there you would know EXACTLY what I am talking about. Susan and I laughed together SO hard during intermission ^^

Saturday was stupid, work work work

Sunday was GREAT too!
We had out joint concert between the New Jersey State Youth Orchestra and Garden State Youth Orchestra. I'm in the NJSYO and I'm a section leader... yay for me
We played SO well it was so fun. That concert goes up as one of my favorite, and I've had A LOT of concerts before. I flirted like crazy with the head cellist.. I like her so much. her name is Halena. ^^ shes so smart and cute and funny but I think out of my league so mabye I'll back off...

Then today...
I read one of my friends LJ and I get crushed... actually crushed... and for those who really know me, I dont get crushed easily
If you are reading this Kris I want to help. I dont care if it is talking to you on the phone... going to lunch together, giving you a hug.. I dont care
Tell me what to do and I'll do it and I wont take no for an answer ;-)
Call me!

And just FYI, My current music is going to stay the same for a while because I love the song so much I could cry. It is probably my favorite song EVER and I urge all of you to download it asap
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Ok... ok... ok   
11:13am 27/04/2004
mood: relieved
Im feeling alot better
Bevin helped me the period after I wrote that post and helped me prioritize and schedual. For once, I have a schedual on my phone which I can consult before I double up appointments by accident. Thanx Bev, I love u!
And I dont care what you say, I can kick ur and Anthony's butt in that game..
What other games does he play (I play mostly RPGs so only put them down ;-)
I wish I had some competition in some of these games, so I relish the chance to match skills with someone who is apparently my double lol
well, call me later ttyl
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Imagine that...   
09:55am 27/04/2004
mood: pissed off
Imagine that, i'm having another panic attack...
I suck at time management so. much. It is freakin me out
I always forget events and times and dates and I plan other things on those days and everything gets screwed up. I offer to do things for people that I really cant afford the time to do, but I offer to do them anyway. My work is starting to get mad at me because I am one of their two employees so when I can't work, You-know-what hits the fan. I take off from work so much and I cant do it anymore, but I have to!
I forget projects and concerts (I have a concert next Sunday I think if any of you want to come)
My money problem has amplified itself over the last couple of days. My account magically went from $1700 to $57. Last month when I bought that god damn computer the order got cancelled and I was supposed to get a credit on my account for the money I paid (about $700)...
Six phone calls and about three panic attacks later I am getting the money (I think). The Indian women said tomorrow and I'm being optimistic in believing that horse crap, but believe it I do...
I have to memorize a play.... by tomorrow
It isn't hard, but I can't seem to find the time to do it.
I know your going to laugh, but this is affecting me in a non-funny way. In Final Fantasy XI I can never seem to do anything... My character sux, no one wants me in their party, Tara is like 2 levels ahead of me, Jess is like 15 levels ahead of me.... It gives me attacks when I play the game, but play I must if I want to get better, and that leads to me having fun playing the game again.
My pants are too long today... I'm flipping out...
My room is a god-damn pig stye ( not really, but in my veiw it is) and I am flipping out because of it... I just need a day, A day to do nothing, and to clean
I asked Kevin to work for me today.. he said he didn't know if he could... I hope he says yes...

On a happier note, I saw Kevin James yesterday on live stand-up and I never, EVER, laughed so hard in my life. I was having the runs listening to him... lol
well, I hope I can get through this one un-scathed, but I doubt it.
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